[] Healing

So I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist.

No no no…I mean “seeing” as in “dating”.

He doesn’t know I’m crazy.

Oh, the irony.

Black humor

I love hearing/reading statements like the following, by someone who lost a friend to suicide:

Yeah, it sucked. Still sucks, I guess. The worst part about it was seeing how many people came together to console eachother, and console me, and how I went to ridiculously great lengths to do things that I thought would help other people (i.e. taking on planning the “perfect” memorial service), and it was just like, goddamnit, why couldn’t we expend this kind of energy for him when he was alive?

I always want to wave my hands and go, “Hey! Over here! I’m likely to commit suicide! Pay some attention to me!”

I am sane enough, however, to recognize that I’m the only one who would find this funny.